Sorry guys. Tough days. Life at home bogs me down and I just get so uptight and emotional. When I reach my breaking point I just do some of the most irrational things. I have had a lot of stress recently. It's just kinda the pattern I've been following. There hasn't been an easy fix for me. Thanks for telling me the truth and while keeping your responsibilities.
I'm no longer mad at anyone. My apologies to Spykotik and everyone who got involved.
PM me if you want to know what's going on.