"People change you know"
Absolutely correct people can change. I've seen people change over the years from bad habits and bad decisions. It is clear you have not changed whatsoever.
"if the admins weren't harassing me over the years then we wouldn't have problems"
Even if this is true, what makes you think this is justified? "They hurt me so I'll hurt them!". This is perhaps the most childish thing to say, and yet the closest you've come to even admitting your fault in this.
"pawky has a known history of just out right banning people if he doesn't like them."
Ah yes, I ban people I don't like even though I'd given you multiple chances and temporary commblocks and a temporary ban only for you to return to do the exact same thing.
"when i was unbanned? like yesterday pawky was just spectating me while i was muted gagged and i couldn't use the shop and he was just watching me for 10 mins straight like as soon as i join the server he's just there to ban me even tho i didn't even do anything"
This was a sourcebans db issue where your ban was removed from the db and having seen you in the servers I reinstated it. Since this was a technical issue and the ban wasn't for cheating, I would've normally opted to not reinstate the ban but given the circumstances and how recent the ban was I chose to reinstate it
"also pawky has been demoted before"
absolutely incorrect. Of my time here administrating swapshop servers I have never been demoted.
I'm just going to post my summary because I don't believe anything about this is genuine at all.
Your behavior on the servers is appalling and I'm now sounding like a broken record.
You haven't once admitted your fault or wrong and all you've done in your posts and over the weeks leading up to your initial permaban is blame other people, make excuses, lie, and attempt to coerce your way out of punishments