I don't think you should be admin again. I don't hold any grudges against you, but I feel that the staff would be taking a risk letting you back in.
With all the commotion you caused in the past, like harassing Gerbil on an alt account and spamming "Fucking Nigger" in the server chat on #35 with your ADMIN tag on, I do not believe you should be brought back in. You were basically given too many chances.
If I was Head Admin back then, I would've demoted you for Staff harassment and wouldn't have let you back in.
Sorry 17, but as far as I know, there's no way back to the surface. You've already sank too far into the quicksand to be saved.