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Goodbye (Maybe)
« on: September 20, 2016, 09:31:23 PM »
Hello Swapshop community.
I have some information to share with you.
As of recently I have been very interested in the psychology of humans, how their brain works, what defines a persons personality.
However, that also means i've been looking into what a psychopath is.
I dont want to make some giant post that recollects all the good times I've had one these servers, I'm here to tell you this.

I don't care about anything.
I don't care about human relationships, I dont care about my family, I dont care about school, I don't care if I lie to a persons face, I don't care if I swindle people just to get what I want in life. All of it revolves around is me.
I might appear normal on the outside. You might see me as a funny person, a kind person, a caring person, a person who acutally gives a fuck about other people.
But I Don't. I find it impossible to actually care about anything in life that doesn't benefit me or make me happy.
I am a psychopath. Plain and simple.

I can stay here and do the job if needed, but I get it. You might think of me differently now. I still care about helping. But you might not want me.


I understand that the Swapshop community would probably not want a psychopath as an admin/recruit specialist/community counselor/voting councilor. Ban me from reapplying if you must, fire me, demote me, Do whatever you feel is needed. I fully understand.

This might not be the happiest goodbye... But I had to open up at some point.

-Parker Wong
« Last Edit: September 21, 2016, 10:22:31 AM by Vaccinity »
Go on then. You Pompous F***


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Re: Goodbye.
« Reply #1 on: September 20, 2016, 09:35:37 PM »
I relate to you. Part of the reason why I chose the name Psykotik. I'm a psychopath wanting to be a psychologist. Oh the irony!

Unlike you though, I haven't given up yet. I honestly don't care if you resign, I saw this coming. It's an inevitable situation, all I did was prolong it by promoting you to Recruit Specialist.

Anyway, keep me added if you want. You won't be banned from re-applying or whatever. We all respect your decision.

And to be honest, I commend your decision.
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Re: Goodbye. (maybe)
« Reply #2 on: September 20, 2016, 09:41:24 PM »
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Re: Goodbye. (maybe)
« Reply #3 on: September 20, 2016, 09:53:37 PM »
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Goodbye. (maybe)

Yee, we've all been down this path or are going to take this path some time in our lives. I understand your viewpoint on life and the things that make it unique, but is there really nobody/nothing that you truly care about?

Regardless of what you're going to do from here on, enjoy what you love doing and experience the world! Do what makes you happiest and what brings joy into your life. We've all enjoyed your stay here at SwapShop, stop by again soon will ya?
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Re: Goodbye. (maybe)
« Reply #4 on: September 20, 2016, 09:57:52 PM »
Like you've told me dozens of times already, you hardly care about much. You have your reasons, and I'm not against you. I support every choice you make. Just no matter what it takes, keep yourself happy. You can't live life without at least one smile a day, it's just unhealthy for you in general. Thanks for being apart of the community. Whether you'd like to admit it or not, you helped out and did a large amount of work. Just... thank you.
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Re: Goodbye. (maybe)
« Reply #5 on: September 20, 2016, 10:00:17 PM »
Parker, I'm seriously sad to hear this is how you truly feel. I've know you for a few years outside of this community, and I never could see you as a psychopath. You were just too great of a person to tell. Even with all the drama back from the Facebook page!

But as sad as I may feel about this, please know you have my full support with whatever will make you the happiest you can be. And I do not judge you for how you feel either. Because there is always a reason.

So with that being said, I wish you the best of luck wherever you may end up, and even though we will no longer be coworkers, I still hioe we can continue our friendship!

Your friend,
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Re: Goodbye. (maybe)
« Reply #6 on: September 20, 2016, 10:56:39 PM »
If you stay retired, this will definitely hurt, but we respect your decision.

Hope to see you occasionally on the servers.

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Re: Goodbye. (maybe)
« Reply #7 on: September 21, 2016, 12:23:55 AM »
It was good to know you yee very funny guy and a damn shame you are gone but eveyone respects your decision and wish you the best in your endeavors. See ya around mate.
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Re: Goodbye. (maybe)
« Reply #8 on: September 21, 2016, 12:27:34 AM »
Yee B Games will remain in the group chat.
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Re: Goodbye. (maybe)
« Reply #9 on: September 21, 2016, 12:28:43 AM »
Yee B Games will remain in the group chat.

That's good he isnt completely gone then.
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Re: Goodbye. (maybe)
« Reply #10 on: September 21, 2016, 05:30:23 AM »
You wouldn't of been this opened with us if you really didn't cared. Regardless of what you've said, you'll remain as the first and best community counselor ever.
I don't bite, so feel free to message me if anything.
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Re: Goodbye. (maybe)
« Reply #11 on: September 21, 2016, 06:45:07 AM »
You'll still and always be Uncle Yeezie to dis little princess. No matter if you care or not. I know somewhere deep down inside, you're a good person. And that's how I'm going to continue to see you as. Positivity is key~
Though on a serious note, I do hope you find yourself. That you find whatever it is you're searching for. I hope life treats you fair, and that you can go about your dreams. I'll miss you, since you were apart of this family.. And I'm sad to see you go. But I also don't blame you..
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Re: Goodbye (Maybe)
« Reply #12 on: September 21, 2016, 11:57:32 PM »
Nobody likes goodbyes. Especially when they are final, or at least when they seem to be. Especially when they are an important person who is respected by many. Especially when they have no reason to leave.

This post is meant to be my view. I do not intend to make this a happy post or a sad post. I just intend to speak what I view to be truthful, and of course, I will have my own bias as well.

You claim that you are a psychopath. I cannot deny that you may in fact be one, but I can question its legitimacy. Unless you have gone to a doctor or an outside professional and they have confirmed that you are in fact a psychopath or at least given you that title, then I will agree and say you are. Otherwise, you aren't, at least not in my eyes. Maybe I have to go pee a lot, crave food often, and am tired all the time? These are all symptoms of pregnancy. I could go around saying I'm pregnant, and I could fully believe that I am pregnant. But that is a big title I would be putting on myself. A title so big that would need confirmation from a credible outside source, like a doctor. (Do not worry though, I am a male. The odds of me being pregnant are... nonexistent.)

In my opinion, you are most definitely not a psychopath. Have I taken psychology? No. So am I a credible source? No. But you are not aggressive. You are not violent. You have a list of people above saying how great of a person and friend you are. You have become every single administrative position in 4 months exactly. That is definitely a big achievement. Only those who are hard working and deserve it get to say they have done such a thing. That shows that you cared about SwapShop. And actually I quote you, "I still care about helping."

Which brings me to my next point. You begin your message by saying you don't care about anything. You don't care about human relationships. Maybe you meant just romantic relationships. Maybe you meant all human relationships. If the latter is the case, then I don't believe you. I can only assess this by way of online interactions you have, but based on that alone, you have a lot of people that care about you, and you care about in return. Look at your Steam profile. You have a list designated for them specifically. And then there is SwapShop. There are definitely a bunch of people you care about here, and I promise that care about you in return. Once again, look at the responses already made so far. Also with regards you not caringg about anything. As quoted, you care about SwapShop. You care about your friends. You care about your music and your musical talents (which I am very jealous of. Your YouTube channel is awesome.) You care about psychology and chemistry. You are not a psychopath. Plain and simple.

Now, you are right. I do not want a psychopath being an admin at SwapShop. But you don't have to worry about that for two reasons. 1) You are not a psychopath and 2) I'm no longer an admin. But there is an admin I do want at SwapShop. And that is you Yee. You are very important to SwapShop and definitely should not be leaving. I know the decision if yours, but if you are going to make it mine, then you are coming back. Please.

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« Last Edit: September 22, 2016, 12:29:22 AM by Sixteen »
Yeah, I know. Or at least, soon enough.
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Re: Goodbye (Maybe)
« Reply #13 on: September 22, 2016, 06:50:44 PM »
Welcome back White Collar!
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Re: Goodbye (Maybe)
« Reply #14 on: September 22, 2016, 06:51:34 PM »
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