Nobody likes goodbyes. Especially when they are final, or at least when they seem to be. Especially when they are an important person who is respected by many. Especially when they have no reason to leave.
This post is meant to be my view. I do not intend to make this a happy post or a sad post. I just intend to speak what I view to be truthful, and of course, I will have my own bias as well.
You claim that you are a psychopath. I cannot deny that you may in fact be one, but I can question its legitimacy. Unless you have gone to a doctor or an outside professional and they have confirmed that you are in fact a psychopath or at least given you that title, then I will agree and say you are. Otherwise, you aren't, at least not in my eyes. Maybe I have to go pee a lot, crave food often, and am tired all the time? These are all symptoms of pregnancy. I could go around saying I'm pregnant, and I could fully believe that I am pregnant. But that is a big title I would be putting on myself. A title so big that would need confirmation from a credible outside source, like a doctor. (Do not worry though, I am a male. The odds of me being pregnant are... nonexistent.)
In my opinion, you are most definitely not a psychopath. Have I taken psychology? No. So am I a credible source? No. But you are not aggressive. You are not violent. You have a list of people above saying how great of a person and friend you are. You have become every single administrative position in 4 months exactly. That is definitely a big achievement. Only those who are hard working and deserve it get to say they have done such a thing. That shows that you cared about SwapShop. And actually I quote you, "I still care about helping."
Which brings me to my next point. You begin your message by saying you don't care about anything. You don't care about human relationships. Maybe you meant just romantic relationships. Maybe you meant all human relationships. If the latter is the case, then I don't believe you. I can only assess this by way of online interactions you have, but based on that alone, you have a lot of people that care about you, and you care about in return. Look at your Steam profile. You have a list designated for them specifically. And then there is SwapShop. There are definitely a bunch of people you care about here, and I promise that care about you in return. Once again, look at the responses already made so far. Also with regards you not caringg about anything. As quoted, you care about SwapShop. You care about your friends. You care about your music and your musical talents (which I am very jealous of. Your YouTube channel is awesome.) You care about psychology and chemistry. You are not a psychopath. Plain and simple.
Now, you are right. I do not want a psychopath being an admin at SwapShop. But you don't have to worry about that for two reasons. 1) You are not a psychopath and 2) I'm no longer an admin. But there is an admin I do want at SwapShop. And that is you Yee. You are very important to SwapShop and definitely should not be leaving. I know the decision if yours, but if you are going to make it mine, then you are coming back. Please.
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